sydneywonderwomanironmanwillis:
are you ever so involved in your own little world you actually forget most people are actually offended by things like nudity and certain clothes and body types and sexual orientations
it’s kind of hard having a really obsessive personality.
like, when i get into something, i don’t just enjoy it or find it pleasant or kinda keep up with it. i get straight up passionately and utterly addicted. i hear a good song and immediately go home and listen to it literally 60 times in a row. i watch a new TV show and suddenly all i can think about are the characters and the emotions and the plotlines. i read a new book and start quoting and referencing it constantly.
everyone thinks it’s weird, because i guess for most people they’re just like “oh yeah, i like that song!” and play it every so often until they move on. or they’ll watch a show on hulu whenever they’re bored. etc. etc. it’s just every time i want to be like “you just started watching _______? but how are you not already on the fourth season? how are you doing things other than thinking about all the tiny little brilliant details of it? how are you going on with your life in a normal fashion now that you’ve discovered this thing?”
and then i realize i’m the only one who has this incredible, overwhelming, consuming obsession with the song or show or book or whatever it is, and then i don’t really know what to do because i can’t just make my brain stop.
if i cared about school half as much as i care about my OTP i’d have two fucking doctorates by now.
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone,
I don’t fancy being lonely.

The same cannot be said for fluff.
accurate
my face when reading fluff:
my happiness depends on a working internet connection
sad because you can’t watch fanfics
acquired: ability to read smut with a blank expression
